THE REAL AQILA AZIZ

aqila will always CRY if she got problem
aqila will always share her problem with someone she trust
aqila always have word "AFRAID" on her mind
aqila love to do something that will make she laugh or happy
aqila love her family damn much
aqila is elders sisters and she like to "berletiaq' to her sisters and brothers
aqila "geli" with cat but love to see it 

LASTLY, when aqila too scared, she will work for it and 
try not to allowed what she afraid happend on her.

Mid Sem Break ? Holiday ?

today is my fourth day with my family for my mid sem break and
today is my first day working all day with my assignment.
i have to finish all my work before i start to study for my mid sem paper (statistic)
but deep in my heart, i just want to going out.
shopping and relaxing my mind.
but it is just a dream.
urghh
i got so many assingment to settle down .
how sweet if someone can settle all this assignment while me,
laugh and laugh with my shooping world. HAHA

Down Down Down

Here and today. I'm feel soooo down.
All this while, I just think that I want to continue my degree
as soon as possible when I finish my study in Diploma.
Not because of me, but I always think about my parents.
They become old and old. I'm the elders but I still cannot help them.
I'im just give them a burden . My father is working in wayering field
and its too dangerous for him. My mother and I always worried about him. About the safety .
When I finish my study in diploma, i just apply the degree and not discussing with them .
afetr 2 months at home, i got news that my application is successful and i am so happy.
but i think that my father are not hapy with this news. but he never told me.
until last night, my mom call me and she said that my father says
"i tought that qila will not continue her study and will help me"
ohh . after i know the news, i feel so down. am i do the right thing ?
am i the bad daughter ? hmm
God, please give me the guidance . I really need this now (⌣́_⌣̀) (⌣́_⌣̀)

>>IBU AYAH, please forgive me if i am the bad daughter for you .

My Idol (´⌣`ʃƪ)

Today I wanna share about my idol . I wanna share because I think you all can also make him as your idol too.  He is sooooo good for me . 
He is good in education, good in relationship, good in speak and etc. 
I start make him as my idol when I watch the video that is made by him. 
All of the video is so great . There is many lessons that you can learn from the video . 
Each of the video always have the own agenda. The best things from the video when he also put some joke inside there . All of my family know him because we always watch the vidoe together.

My idol is MAT LUTFI !!  \(˘▿˘)-

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum and Hi  ☺
This is my first post and yeah ! Im still new about blogging.

Hope you'll can help me to improve my blog and grammar for sure  ~('▽'~) (~'▽')~

Nur Aqilah Binti Ab Aziz

you can call me qila, qil and etc as long it is nice name okay :)

This year i will turn to 22 years old and i know i'm look too young than my age right ? hihi
I am now studying at UUM Sintok, Kedah. Also known as universiti utan malaysia.
I have a big family and i love my family sooo soooo much ! 

This is my lovely parents  (´⌣`ʃƪ)

My younger brother and sisters  (´⌣`ʃƪ)

.I love to smile, smile and smile. I can easily cry if my heart is hurt. hee But I always will act like i am a the stronger woman in this world even my heart is scarred. haha Maybe that is because i'm the eldest.
When im home, my daily routine is to help my mother to clean up the house with my siblings. My siblings, "ibu" and I are so close . We always going out together. Buy things together and gossipping even we have too difference age.
Actually this blog is for my EEP subject . If not because of that, i don't think that I will make this blog . haha
But I will do my best even I don't know anything about blogging. This blog, I will post anything that I think that is in my mind.

Hope you'll enjoy \(˘▿˘)-